The Monster Storyteller

There was this monster who can tell stories and some people call her as the Monster Storyteller,
She was harsh and ego but when it comes to storytelling,she changed into a totally different person.
She wasn't a monster after all in fact she is like a delicate ballerina who dance gracefully on the pavements with words.

Why did she choose to be a monster when she is actually a beautiful ballerina?
All she ever had small and short fingers to type and her small mouth to tell them to others.
Her brain is filled with fantasies but then her dark side start to eat her mind slowly.
She couldn't write....she couldn't breathe....she couldn't speak.
All the darkness had sank into her heart.

The monster has awaken,
Her graceful legs turned into a satyr
Her beautiful blue eyes turned red
Her fair face turned dark
Her hands grew claws
Her golden hair turned black

Where is she? Where's the beautiful ballerina? Where is she? Only The Monster Storyteller knows where she is....

Same Old,Same Old

For 18 years I have breathe the same air,
For 18 years I have touch the same thing,
For 18 years I have seen the same thing,
For 18 years I have the same expression towards things....
And for 18 years I have met the same type of people.

I've tried to avoid by hiding a "lion" in me but it seems to me that the lion can't no longer wait.

1. Sarcastic people are cowards,they hid under the painful words that come from their mouths but they had no guts to confront the "victim of sarcasm".

2. Talkative people are like empty tins that only talk about unnecessary things to show that they are wise.Apparently they tend to show their weakness and that is why SILENCE IS GOLDEN.Wise people don't talk much,but their knowledge is out of this world.

3. Hypocrites are the masks of a devil in disguise,the world is their theatres and the people around them are their puppets.They are the best actors compared to Oscar award actors and actresses.

Yes,it is undeniable that nobody is perfect and there are reasons why god made some people this way. There's a thin line between the bright side and the dark side.Sometimes I feel that I want to isolate myself from everyone and live in an island all by myself.I admit,I got my weaknesses too but I can't pretend to act cool in front of a person that I dislike. I'm no angel and I'm a person who likes to write when I feel stressed.

Sometimes when we stuck in a particular situation....we got things to write,and people feel what we write about.Words are beautiful but when it gets painful,they are like thorns that bleed our hearts.Smiling is the least thing I could do,my face can't smile much...it hurts me.My face is always serious and I always get to be labelled as "Arrogant".I don't mind to be labelled as arrogant because I like to live in my own world without interfering other people businesses.

People said that I'm being a negative Nancy but that's the truth.The dark reality that we have adapt to survive.Goodbye cruel world? God knows best for everything.

Sincereness

Sincere...started with the word  Sin...Are you sincere?

Are you being sincere when you try to approach me?
Are you being sincere when you asked me to become your friend?
Are you being sincere when you always share the laughter with me?
Are you being sincere when you tell me stories that might give us hope?
Well do you?

After all this time I have been watching,spying,stalking.....calling you?
You just never realized how much that I care for you,
I never said that I love you because I don't want you to know.
I kept my feelings away from you so I don't have to be shy when you called me.
I don't want you to know that I love you so I don't have to be someone that wasn't me.
I keep yelling at you because I don't want you to know my weakness.

Normal people worry me,do you still want to be with me?
Do you still want to meet me like we used to?
Do you still want me to watch movies with you?
Do you still have feelings for me?
Sincere....?